Sunday, February 20, 2011
Looking too far ahead?
One thing that I have really noticed over the past year is how towards the end of my two week wait I start calculating when my possible due date would be if I was pregnant. And how far along I would be at upcoming holidays or how old our baby would be. Each month I do the same thing...even though I know it's not healthy and just gets my hopes up. The further into this process we get the harder I try not to do this, just because it seems like the BFNs hit me even harder when I think...now I won't have a baby before Halloween or my 30th birthday or whatever. Ugh!