Wow, this has not been a great week for us! On Monday, I had to work late and didn't get home until after N was in bed which always makes me feel extremely anxious. J is great with him and I'm never worried about him when they are together, but I get really anxious when I can't be there to put him to bed, plus I hate having to pump so many times each day. The reason I had to work late was because we had a work function on the opposite side of the city from where our office is. Unfortunately, I had driven all the way across the city before I realized that I had left my pump parts at the office, so I had to drive all the way back to the office and then all the way back to the hotel where our event was. It was crazy, but somehow I made it!
On Tuesday morning I got into a car accident on my way to work. Luckily no one was hurt, I had already dropped N off at daycare, and it wasn't my fault. I was able to get a rental car the same day, but am still waiting to hear back about how much damage my car has :(
Yesterday was my day at home with N. We had a great day together!
Today is J's 30th birthday and I feel bad because I didn't have the time or energy to plan anything special for him. Also, when I picked N up from daycare today they had written on his daily sheet that he rolled over. I couldn't believe it - he's never done anything close to rolling over at home. I seriously felt like I was going to cry when I read it. I know I can't be there all the time for every little thing that happens, but I just can not believe that I missed this!
Sigh! I can't wait for the weekend.....although we are having a party for J's birthday at our house on Saturday and I haven't even started to clean. Wish me luck!!