Well, last night I finally told someone else about our struggle with IF. I'm part of a women's group through my church and last night when we were talking about prayer concerns, I knew it was the right time to say something. It was unbelievably hard to actually say it out loud. I was really surprised how emotional I was about it and I really didn't go into any details. It makes me wonder how hard it will be to share with other people (especially my parents). They were so great though - they just asked a few things, all of which were appropriate, and then said they were glad I told them so they could be praying for us. After I left I cried most of the way home, but honestly felt like telling them was a really good idea. I'm by no means planning to start broadcasting our situation to the world, but I think as it feels right I'll start telling other people too.
In non-IF news...I got that other job. It all happened really quickly and is being announced at my office tomorrow. I'm a little nervous about it since I work with a lot of volunteers and am worried some of them will be upset that I'm leaving them, but I know I need to do what's right for me. I'm such a people pleaser that I really struggle with this kind of stuff. I'm crossing my fingers that everything works out for the best.